“Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow.”
– Helen Keller
Another early morning jaunt into NYC today to meet with the doctors at Sloan and to review my full body scan from last week. Ideally, I was hoping to walk out of there this morning with news that we could dial back the one medicine in my chemo cocktail that has the stroke risk and other serious potential side effects. Alas, we are still not there. The tumors remain, unchanged. Nothing is growing at this point, and we don't believe anything is currently spreading, but they also didn't shrink further. For right now, things are stable and we are staying the course with the same treatment plan. Im not going to complain or be pensive about the meds, the treatment plan, or anything else. Im willing to be patient and unflinchingly positive.
I honestly feel really good most of the time.. I feel blessed and loved ALL of the time.. I had the most amazing weekend surrounded by family and dear friends out at the house - it recharged me... ( a couple of pics below - THANKS, Sue )
Im choosing sunshine.. Onward - full steam ahead - nothing but Love Love Love
